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"Never talk down to an alcoholic from any moral or spiritual hilltop; simply lay out the kit of spiritual tools for his inspection. Show him how they worked with you. Offer him friendship and fellowship."

I AM YOUR DISEASE

You know who I am, you have called me your friend
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you are brought to your knees
I am the devil inside you, I am your disease.

I will invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I will become your new master, I am ine total control
I will maim your emotions, I will run your whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame

When you call me I'll come I come, sometimes in disguise
Quite often of course I will come by total surprise
But take you I will, and just as you have feared
I will of course hurt you, with no mercy spared

If you have your own family, I will see its destroyed
I will steal every pleasure in life ever enjoyed
I will not only hurt you, I kill if I please
I am your worst nightmare, I am your disease

I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell
I will sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell
I will chase you forever, wherever you go
And then when I catch you, you won’t even know

Of course I'll lay silent, just waiting to strike
What is yours becomes mine, I take what I like
I will take all you own and I do not care who sees
I’m your constant companion… I am your disease

If you have any honor, I will strip it away
You will lose all your hope and forget how to pray
I will leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare
I will reduce you to nothing, and not even care

So, do not take for granted my powers sublime
I will bend and break you, time after time
I will crumble your world with the greatest of ease
I’m that demon inside you…I am your disease

But today I'm so real angry…you want to know why?
I let all in recovery, entirely slip by
How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong?
One minute I had you…then next you were gone

You just can not dismiss all the good times we have shared
When you were alone…wasn’t it I who was there?
When you sold all possessions you knew you would need
Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed

Now look at you bastards, you are all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found your way here
Only fools think they are winners when admitting defeat
It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat

Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you choose
But, I’m not giving up, I never lose
So stand in your groups and support hand in hand
Better choices will save you, leaving me to be damned

Be damned all you people seeking treatment each week
Be damned inner strength, however unique
Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches
Be damned every addict, who back to me strays

For I know it will happen, I have seen it before
Those who love misery will crawl back for more
So take comfort in knowing, I will be waiting right here
But next time around, you just better beware

You think that you’re stronger or smarter this time
There isn’t a mountain or hill you can not climb
Well if that’s what you’re thinking, you haven not learned a thing
I’ll still knock you silly and you will step back in my ring

But you say you have surrendered, so what can I do?
It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you
Creating your nightmare for me was a dream
I’m sure gonna miss you…we made quite a team

So please don not forget me, I will never forget you
I will stand by your side watching all that you do
I am ready and waiting, so call on me if you please
I will never let you forget me…I am your disease


Overcoming Addiction

It takes courage and strength to face up to drug addiction. When you’re bogged down in drug abuse and drug addiction, sobriety can seem like an impossible goal. But recovery is never out of reach, no matter how hopeless your current situation seems.Change is possible with the right treatment and support, and by making lifestyle changes that address the root cause of your addiction. Don’t give up, even if you’ve tried and failed before. There are many different roads to recovery, but almost all involve bumps, pitfalls, and setbacks. By examining the problem and thinking about
making the necessary changes, you’re already on your way.



LYNN NELSON, C.P. 











































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